Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Gone.

I'm leaving school for good today, with a boyfriend, a graduation ceremony to still get through, and no more time to explain further.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

My horoscope.

It has surprisingly practical advice sometimes.
Before this day is over, you might grow very accustomed to the flavor of your shoes. Sticking your foot in your mouth isn't going to be your new trademark, but it could be something you struggle with today. You may tend to say things before you think, which is bad. Luckily, it's also a problem that is easy to solve. Think things through and don't be afraid of silence. Not saying anything at all is a lot better than taking a risk and coming up short.

Go on, take everything.

I thought he was more certain about us staying together than I am. He's not. That's unsettling. I was depending on his certainty to convince me.



Shit.
I don't want him to come to graduation dinner but I don't know how to un-invite him.
But we want the exact same thing. We want the exact same thing from each other. That's what's important. We'll just have to be patient and decide.
We want exactly the same thing. Okay. I--we can do this.